My boss is dying. His timeline is down to 1-2 months. I had a nightmare that I sat by his gravestone, painting upon it memories of good times gone by. I woke up and found that his cancer came back, rearing an ugly head that once severed grows twice back. I don’t know what do anymore. Where to run, where to hide. I need rest. A moment’s break. What do I do now?
A lot of people have moved out today and it feels really weird. I don’t like it too much. My roommate is gone and my best friend in college is leaving in a few minutes. It feels so empty and everything is quiet. I don’t like it. I feel lonely again.
I have all of my finals on one day. i go from 10 to 4 nonstop exams. No other day, just tomorrow. I feel like I am going to die.